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I AM SUNBURNED!!! AHHHHH [07 May 2005|06:40am]
[ mood | mellow ]

so here's the scoop. i have a softball tournament all day today and i have to leave in a few minutes (that's why i am up so early). we are "promised" 3 games so if we don't win we will be back earlier. BUTTTTT....i found out last night that my brother was having some people over and whatever and i got mad and said well then if he does then i can too. so my mom said ok, whatever. haha so there ya go. if you want to come over tonight at around 7-8ish? probably then you can.

7-8ISH 12409 LENNON.


and if you need to you can call my cell sometime today..i might not answer until later but i'll call you back.

wow, i am tooooooooooooooooooo hyper for this early in the morning. ha

but alex is coming to pick us up (ALYCIA COBB!!!!) and then we are going to mcdonalds. yay! so that's all...

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i hope his cat is okay..heh [01 May 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | full ]

so i think this is my favorite song. well, if it's not, it's one of them. it makes me happy and is so cheerful sounding. haha

i have been eating way more than i should be lately and i need to stop. i feel like i'm a bottomless pit. hahahha

so softball has been okay lately. we're at least doing better than last year already and it's not even over yet. we have a game tomorrow (home) and tuesday (home against powers) and thursday but it's away. and then on saturday we have a tournament thing like 2 hours away. we play at least 3 games so i hope my tan stays the same because i just about got rid of that other farmers tan thing from the other games before. haha

but anyway, me and court went to josh's bonfire friday and it was fun. then saturday i went to brookes and that was fun too. we had a fricken waterballoon fight and it wasn't warm either. i changed and i had a white t-shirt on and grace decides she wants to throw one right on my head/chest area. wowwww that was just crazy. then we found some people next door that were on a tractor thing so we all ran on..i dont know if that was a good idea or not. haha

court is supposed to come over tonight sometime and we're serving are sweet detention in the morning...haha not. thats so gay. but at least she gets to come over.

hmm..what else? josh is supposed to call me in awhile i think. he better anyway. haha jk i love hanging out with him. it all just seems right. i can't even explain it all. i would just ramble on for a long time....hehe

i think i'm finally ready to get rid of this journal whether my other one is ready or not. i'm just sick of it. so i think thats all.

lots of love! ♥

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watch out for the earthquakes [26 Apr 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | weird ]

i don't know what to say..these past few weeks have been kind of busy but really good.

sometimes i get myself worked up but it's because i think about things too much. i'm kinda afraid i'm going to mess up again. oh well..?

i have so much on my mind! softball has been weird this week. yesterday nothing, today inside, tomorrow don't know, thursday game, and friday maybe a make-up game. it's weird and gay.

and friday i think i'm supposed to go to josh's bonfire thing which i'm excited for. :) i like him a LOT....hehe

and saturday it's brooke's house for me!!!!! yay!! i can't wait for that either! she rocks.

i don't know what else to tell you. i still have some things to get ready for prom and i don't wanna do it at the last second like how it always happens. so yeah..bb, if we ARE gonna get ready together and shop then let's plan something. haha because we suck at doing that so far. <3

i think i might take a nap sometime soon and eat. sounds good. :)

well that's all for now. ♥

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i like this [18 Apr 2005|09:01pm]
[ mood | sun burn! ]


new lj ^ haven't done anything to it at all yet but you can start adding it if you want. i've just been too lazy to fix it. it might be awhile and i need help with the background so if anyone wants to help, feel free to say so. i don't know how to do it.

today was kind of a bad day at first. well, actually for most of the day. school was just all around crappy, not gonna explain, and after i was supposed to hang out with josh but that didnt work out. but it's ok. so finally my dad came and picked me up and then i got home and talked to josh for quite awhile about stuff. :)

today was the first (and probably last) day i get off from softball. how funnnn. yesterday i got my prom dress. it's pretty pink. haha i kind of like it anyway..bb needs to get hers. soon. so we can finish up our shopping.

my mom and court also talked me into getting my ears re-pierced again so i plan on doing that sometime this week..i'm kind of nervous. hehe and also i think i'm going tanning sometime to get rid of these farmers tans from softball saturday so i dont look like an idiot all the time and for prom. hahah seriously, it's the most ridiculous thing i've seen in awhile.

wow i'm so talkative. it needs to stop. so much to say! so yeah, i think i'm gonna go. way too busy for this. hehe


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[11 Apr 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | worried a little ]

got back from ohio sunday at about 11:30. my moms car broke down at my grandpa's house so we decided to just take his car back. so now we're driving a green explorer. haha it's pretty awesome and high-tech.

but about the tryout thing. yeah. i didnt make the one i wanted to because there were only about 1 spot for every age group and about 19 goalies. but i made some other thing but i dunno about that.

so i just got home from softball practice and watched a little of the jv game. now i'm hungry. we're about to eat. yum then i guess i have a hockey game? all of a sudden..gayyyy i'm wayy too busy and tired for that. still have to finish my history interview project crap. guhh

tomorrow i have my doctors appointment at 2:30 so i might be a lil late for my game. but it's a home game so its good. i hope nothin's really wrong with my knee though. i'm scared.

i'm quite shocked about today. haha it was an alright day though. just really tired. oh well, i'm gonna go eat. finally.


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mark this spot today [08 Apr 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | awesome ]

well, i'm going to ohio in a few minutes here and i havent wrote anything in awhile so yeah..i'm goin for a hockey camp thing (gonna get better!) and stayin with some relatives..ha how fun. not.

umm..what else..i dont really know..softball has been a bitch and a half lately. thats all i have to say about that. and my knee hurts still but i'm going to the doctor for it tuesday. yay

i'm soo tired now. school was boring and very..sleepy..today. haha except for 6th hour! ;) i want some pizza..mmmmmm

well, i guess my moms finally ready so i better get drivin for some hours!

i'll probably be back sometime sunday so if you wanna talk then call my cell i guess. hehe


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who's gay???? blaaahahahaha <3 [31 Mar 2005|02:06pm]
[ mood | tired/happy ]

back! you miss me? hahah yeah.. weeeeee had lots of fun with brittany! i never really get to spend that much time with her so we had fun. watched lots of kids, went to the mall, brittany looks like a rock star, rode go-carts and fun things, and yeah, had fun.

josh mcgraw called me while i was up there and asked if i wanted a job. i was really really confused at first but now i'm soo happy. once i get a work permit (i don't know how or where this fast) i'll work at KROGERS!! he called and was like, hey, want a job? i was like, uhh yeah. so he asked his boss if i could work at 15 and she said yes. so this saturday i am supposed to work from 3-10. if the permit thing happens? :)

so thats SWEET! i need money for next year.and now. but still.

i don't know what to say........

this week has been totally turned around for me and everything is so great. i guess when i just let things happen it usually turns out better. :)

tomorrow is our first game at 2 at the high school. i'm kind of nervous but i think it'll be alright. sometime this weekend i'm supposed to hang out with josh! he said he wanted to anyway..so yeah, that's a good thing too. :)

well, i might be forgetting stuff but i dont care, i gotta go. lata playa

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[27 Mar 2005|03:49pm]
going to grand rapids tonight with brittany. still getting myself calm from my dad so i have no enthusiasm now. i love my mom though. :) i won't be back til probably thursday sometime. so if i don't get on at brittany's aunts house then i'll talk to everyone later.

if my cell phone works you can call it. 432-0681

everyone try not to have too much fun without me..hahah


wooT! i am happy
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i am sooo happy/hyper now!!!! [24 Mar 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | excited and hyper ]

today was a pretty awesome day!! i totally didn't feel like doing any work and i had umm..2 tests and a quiz and not sure how i did. i know i failed my french test. school this week has been really tough but it's alright, i made it. i have been soo busy this week too. it's crazy. i thought i was finally gonna get a break from stuff and hockey for a few weeks but i guess not.

our first softball game is the 1st!! it's crazyy..too early still. sooo..

yesterday i went to the generals game with jeff,michele and david, kayla and mike! it was soo fun. i laughed so hard the whole time. haha i really want to hang out with him again but i doubt it'll happen..i don't know what he thinks about me. heh he's umm..a "few" years older than me though..so i'm not sure what to think but he helps me keep my mind of other things. and i can actually have a conversation with him without ME trying to talk about something. but it was fun.i guess i'm "infatuated" with him or something..hah he literally drove 95 down the highway right on people's tails just to get there on time. let's see what else happened..we made fun of a lot of people..and mike tried humping the guy in front of him..and we saw a little girl with a mullet..i dunno, but i had a good time. i hope it'll happen again soon. wooT! so ANYWAY...that was long enough.

eek! i love spring soo much. it makes me feel so good, i love the warmness. the start of summer.
and i wish someone was here with me right now!! i'm so bored/lonely..i'm so glad it's spring break finally too. i'm goin with brittany to grand rapids for spring break!! that should be fun! i miss her. we're leaving sunday night and coming back probably thursday sometime. i might write again before i go, i'm not sure. but i'll miss everyone anyway!

and leave me some comments please! i like seeing them all. IF you love me enough..hehe
call me if you wanna do something soon. except tonight. i think i'm hangin out with chelsi and court. so tomorrow. <3333

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this should be interesting [21 Mar 2005|10:46pm]
[ mood | sore from my knee ]

i don't feel like writing anything new so just fill this out and it'd be cool. i'll write later in the week. bye.???????

this is from sarah...haha these are funny. don't lie either.

[1.] Who are you?
[2.] Are we friends?
[3.] When and how did we meet?
[4.] Do you have a crush on me?
[5.] Would you kiss me?
[6.] Describe me in one word.
[7.] What was your first impression?
[8.] Do you still think that way about me now?
[9.] What reminds you of me?
[10.] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[11.] How well do you know me?
[12.] When's the last time you saw me?
[13.] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[14.] Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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ill take ya to tha candyshop [19 Mar 2005|11:08pm]

thanks everyone for my other entry!! wooT! i love courtcourt and messin with people online!!!

just felt like doin this..it's stupid. but i died laughing. hahahahahahahahahah soo hyper now i believe thats all. peaceeeeeee

some funny stuff!!!!!!!hahahahahaCollapse )

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i'm not your fucking mother.. [19 Mar 2005|05:25pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

thursday night chelsi came over and we had an awesome time!! i love her! we stayed up til about 4 and woke up at about 9. haha we are addicted to the internet. i have to say though it was better when we were havin fun than being serious. and when our "friends" came over. haha that was even funnier. we all had fun.

then friday we went to the movies with some people to see the ring2 and it was alright. it was fun there too. after Josh picked us up and took us to mcD's. i still have his braclet..haha then we picked up someone and took us to my house to get chelsi's stuff and take her home. then i got droped off at music fest.

and i have to say first i am very proud of pedro pablo and the HOAS. haha you guys did AWESOME at music fest!! <33 to ben, pat, and jordo. saw some people there and talked to them kind of. got bored so we left with britt, brooke, and kevin. spent the night at brittanys house and it was FUN. even though they kept buggin me about stuff. ha it was fine though guys..

i don't know why but i have just been quite sad lately over a bunch of crap. people don't treat me very good sometimes and it just makes me angry. i swear, if it doesn't get better soon i don't know what i'm gonna do.

i know it's usually over stupid things or guys or something but still, it shouldn't be like this..I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE ARE JERKS TO ME

oh yeah, i forgot, i decided today i was gonna play Varsity softball instead of JV..sorry guys, i feel bad. but oh well. it was a hard decision.

anyway, i think i might hang out with court tonight and anyone else who wants to can. see ya

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dreams of you all through my head [14 Mar 2005|03:25pm]
[ mood | not bad. ]

i wasn't planning on doin this but oh well..

so today in 5th hour jessica berry totally smashed my head on a desk. i have a big bump/bruise thing on my forehead. hahah how dare you jessy!!! :) i thought i was gonna stay after school for golf today but it's tomorrow. so he has a few of my clubs..heh

tonight-wednesday i have softball conditioning from 7-10 and it's crazy. i'm excited but yet don't want to go to that. then on wed. we have our banquet that i have to skip softball for. i don't know what to wear either.. :( my mom will probably try to get me to wear somethin stupid. but i'm goin shopping first anyway.

then tomorrow golf and softball again..
then wed. before my banquet i think me and chels are gonna go to the mall with someone...heheh she will be one of my new best friends soon. we're goin to quebec next year then france the next year for french class. i'm sooo excited. that's one of the only reasons we're stayin in it. but it's soo fun. i love her! soon we might work together too!!

haha but i feel really bad about laughing with chelsi today after school..it wasn't very nice..but sooo funny then. it was bound to happen anyway..not my problem.

i don't know what i'm doing over this weekend. i think friday i'm going to music fest. but that's it. hopefully some cool people will go or i get to hang out with some people this weekend. just ask if you want to.

today was a pretty good day. for a lil while i've been happy. let's just hope it stays that way... :/ well that was waaayy longer than what i planned and i got stuff to do so bye <3


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heyyyy [13 Mar 2005|12:55am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

this day got better by far!! i'm at court's house right now and were havin fun! we like to sing the fresh prince of bel air all night and party it up

tonight we went to her parent's friends house where we ate, saw their awesome house and met an awesome boy named john. :) haha he's cute, awesome hair, and cute eyes. i think he's in 9th grade but we had fun and wrestled. haha

anyway, not much else to talk about. thanks everyone for commenting before if you did. not much time to but i usually just check them awhile back. heh


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motherfucker...;salkdjfa [12 Mar 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | depressed ]

i fucking hate livejournal. i just wrote an entry and somehow it got erased..guh..

well, now that i'm pissed off more, it doesn't help that last night sucked. i was gonna go to mr. sc but no one was home for awhile. i fell asleep after school then court called me a lil after 7 but nobody was home still.
so instead i just sat in my room, watched tv, did some math(when do i ever do that) and some other stuff i guess..

i could tell my stomach was emtpy all night and now too but nothing sounds good. i didn't feel like getting anything. i don't feel good still.

this weekend is gonna suck. theres nothing going on and everyone is either busy, grounded, or doesn't care.

somehow it always seems like i have to be the cheerful one asking about everyone and there problems..but i wish someone would just care and ask me how i am or whats going on with me..i'm not trying to sound greedy or anything because i don't mind helping people out and listening but i hardly ever get asked about myself. it just seems like nobody really cares. but whatever...............
and now i will probably get asked just because i finally said something...
many people are very inconsiderate of other people's feelings. sometimes i think i'm hated by a lot of my "friends"

so anyway,i think i might go curl up with my cat because she's cute.
have a nice freaking weekend........

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woooo..i'm so random..look at this entry..blah [08 Mar 2005|08:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]

so, not much going on anymore. well, kind of. softball is coming up and you have no idea how excited i am. i love it. i love hanging out with everyone i hardly ever see. :) it's great. and now my parents are wanting me to see about golf so i did that today. my dad said he would take me out to the range sometime soon with my new bag :) and theres no tryouts because well,not enough people..so it's either jv or varsity. i actually like golf even though people are like, hahah thats retarded..so whatever. but i'm gonna deff pick softball over golf if they're not on different days.

it seems like every fricken thing this month is on the 14th. it is soo crazy. softball tryouts start, golf practice thingy, who knows what else..you catch my drift. then on the 16th? is our banquet..that should be fun..what else is happening lately?

tonight i have to finish reading 20 more pages of Anne Frank after my math homework. i usually just do my math homework during lunch because i don't like homework. maybe i'll do that. but i'm proud of myself because i have been doing a lot more homework in that class and getting most of it done. gotta bring that D up to a B or something..haha

so right now my parents are out eating, supposed to bring me back something, and while everyone else is worried about conferences, i think mine forgot about them. haha so that's cool.

well i just wrote a lot and i hope this week will fly by because i'm looking forward to these next few weeks. many things have been treating me good and let's just hope it stays that way. sorry for wasting your time. :)


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every rose has it's thorn.. [03 Mar 2005|07:45pm]
[ mood | thinking..?i guess ]

well, i was just really happy and hyper, but strangely it all just turned upside down. i don't really know why. i've been cranky and everything like that today. i've been really grateful for some things that have been happening but why does everyone always seem to want more? i just don't know..

i think i kind of want a crush thing..or some boy that likes me or likes talking to me. maybe a couple wouldn't hurt too, so if something bad happens my heart won't hurt so bad again. I think i've got a couple in mind too... ;)
haha we'll talk about THAT later though..maybe..i was talkin to chelsi and rayray today about it and it's actually been awhile. i was really surprised to hear what they had so say but it was cool. i feel like the weird, odd one out now cause i don't like anyone really or haven't had a relationship in awhile now. but i don't know about it. if someone wants they could talk to me about it. haha

i just went upstairs for a minute and fell flat on my face. well, my hands were down though. hah it was funny. i hate being tripped!! (wink wink)...you probably don't get that..a;lskdj i'm bored i guess.

not much to talk about. gotta game tomorrow and i guess a bunch of people are going. we're doin pretty good now. blahblahblah..nothing really interesting happens to me. haha i gotta talk to some people. have fun? bye

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woahhh [28 Feb 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | ...alright? ]

yeah...things have been alright i guess. i might be alright with stuff. i could stand to have a few more friends though..i've only got a few good ones and the rest don't seem to mind me too much..but my stomach hurt a lot today and i was super tired so i think i might take a nap in a lil bit.

but besides that, we won saturday against grand blanc which put us in 3rd. so thats cool. beat last years record.

stayed the night at chelsi's saturday night and went boarding with her, nicole, bb, trustin, don, and i think thats it. it was pretty fun. it was my first time all year and with my new board and it was awesome. i got wind burn on my face so it was all red today. went down the black diamond one with trustin and kicked that hills ass!!! i was doin soo good. i can finally say i'm good at it. but at the end, THE LAST FRICKEN RUN..chelsi decides to go again with trustin and at the very bottom falls down and kills her arm..hahaha that was funny though. so then we spent awhile in the hospital and talked to people and stuff. got to hang out with people i never see!!! <3 you guys!

but besides that..we have another game today. districts against sag. heritage. oh boyyyy!!! yeah, i don't know anymore..i'm so out of it, i guess that's all though..i'm going to take a nap. call the cell if you wanttttt..
423-0681 yah byebye <333

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because we can...! bitch [20 Feb 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | much better ]

**Fill this out!** maybe..?
because i want you to!.. duh..

:My name:
:Where did we meet:
:Take a stab at my middle name:
:How long have you known me:
:How well do you know me:
:Do I smoke:
:What is my favourite color:
:When you first saw me what was your first impression:
:My age:
:My birthday:
:Hair Color:
:Eye Color:
:Have you ever had a crush on me:
:Have you ever been jealous of me:
:Whats one of my fave things to do indoors:
:Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met:
:What is my fave type of music:
:What is one of my fave things to do outdoors:
:Am I shy or outgoing:
:Would you say Im funny:
:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
:Would you consider me a friend:
:Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else:
:Have you ever seen me cry:
:If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be:
:Are my parents still together:
:Do I have a nice butt:
:If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth, would you tell me:
:Do you love me:

AM I . . .
:Quiet or loud:
:Short or Tall:
:Weird or original:
:Smart or stupid:
:Boring or Fun:
:Attractive or Unattractive:

:A psycho:
:A nerd:
:A slut:
:A bitch:


:What do you think I will be when I'm Older:
:A) Do you think I will get married:
:B) If you do¦Who do you think I will marry:
:Who is/are my best friend(s):
:Whatsong reminds you of me:
:Do I remind you of any characters on TV:
:If you could rename me, what would my name be:
:Have you ever had a dream about me:
:A feature that you like about me:

:Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot:
:Would you ever kiss me:
:Would you ever consider being my boyfriend:
:Do you ever think about me:
:If we spent a day together...Where would we go and what would we do:
:If you could describe me in one word, what would it be:
:Do you or have you ever had a crush on me:
:What word do I say all the time:

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